the fool

am not so being productive today. so.. facebook it is! hehehe.

anyways.. found an application on adzlinn’s page so decided to add because it seems interesting. its the horoscope application and on top of that.. i added the tarot application. which i kinda find it fuhney`. =P

the reading says that the card for today is “the fool” . yes i would agree. ive been acting/thinking like a fool lately. lets see what the card says.

“The Fool desires to achieve great things in life, but does not always anticipate the hard work required. Full of curiosity and searching for answers, the Fool symbolizes a new beginning and endless optimism. He must be careful in the decisions he makes, as his lack of experience is often a hindrance. While others may avoid taking on insurmountable odds, The Fool will attempt to accomplish near impossible goals with almost reckless abandon.“

i wonder if its suppose to be good or bad. takut pulak lah kan. =)

qookieland

yes. fatso monday. not that i ate alot during the day. but am definitely feeling too too fat. i seriously have to really control my food intake. been eating worse than a pig. more to an elephant size appetite. ;-P

by the way, found this cool membuang masa application to play with when im bored, where i stumbled upon sueannajoe’s blog. cool jugak ah macam sim city.

http://qookieland.myminicity.com/

help me to develop the city! with more visits, the city will be developed faster. so if you guys build one let me know so i can also visit.. hehehe. qookieland here i come!

kita main dulu!

neurotic

i know ive mentioned this again and again.

i think im going to turn into a nun.

seriously.

and lesson learned is not to believe horoscope. they’re just bloody evil.

some people can be nice, some people can just be neurotic. yes. neurotic. haha.

cant wait to get out of town woo hoo!

the one’s with the title

stupid law.

on the way back from seeing a client in Jalan Ampang and seriously..dont know what the hell is wrong with KL today.. all roads in and out of the city was jammed. i wonder why. must be for some stupid reasons.

anyways.

i detest all the “orang-orang besar” when they’re on the road. The one’s where there’s a few police escorts on bikes, cars.. whateverlah. like i mentioned earlier that there was a big jam on the road (to be more precise, Jalan Tun Razak) and cars were not moving.. and on top of my blaring sounds of aoki playing in the car, i heard the sounds of sirens. looking into my left rear window, saw an escort rider coming between the cars. By the way, since the road was enough to fit 2 lanes, they still insisted that all the cars to move aside (and this was on the Tun Razak flyover by the way) to make way for the one with the title. Ish ish ish. tak reti ke that the road is enough for two lanes? sometimes i just dont get it why the ones with the title should be given better treatment when they’re on the road?

i WOULD definitely give way to ambulance, the fire truck.. but not the one’s with the title. i just dont see the logic of giving the priority to them while we’re on the road. Everyone should be treated as equals on the road, because definitely everyone/anyone has somewhere to go to.

its funny that i got pissed off to the extent of.. taking down the plate number. hehe. dont know why.

back to work. =|

just heavenly

its tuesday, but it feels like a monday because of the long weekend.

i still feel a lil bit woozy, but probably im just tired. mebbe im pms-ing =P .. anyhooo… was feeling a lil bit very hungry after lunch (yes, im turning into a fatso and the fact that i had roti telur and maggi in cup) and decided to go down to the cafe which i see most of the days from my office. “Just Heavenly”.

 

 

 .banana.cream.pie.

The banana cream pie. yummyfrigginlicious.

Each and every bite I took.. Aduih.. it hits the spot lah,. Im going down again to get the buttercups now.

Let it be a sugar high afternoon for today!

suicide mission

i dont get it. how could you ask me to call the person who you’re into when im into you? weird. seriously weird. especially when the the girl knows that you like her and acknowledge.

it would be just fucking simple if you put a rifle to my head and blow my head up open?

seriously. it hurts.

roll roll roll your joint

its friday and i am.. actually home early. wow. *smirk*

well, have been bitching that for the past few days, life has been a bitch. yes indeed it has.

so yea.. i thought that i could wake up to a beautiful morning, but after the discussion yesterday about ghost stories with the guys from work.. gives me the shrills.. because during the drive to the office, could see that the clouds were gloomy and it didnt help that when i came into the office that juls were telling me that.. “the moon ring is an opening door to spirits”.. ishk. adake. tapi mungkin juga. menakutkan sekali.

ahh.. finally.. a lil bit busy at work. as i was in an anxious, excited mode to start being busy.. the whole week was indeed.. relaxing. i felt useless that i couldnt help because i know shitless but well i guess things are looking up! goodie goodie.

had a thought to myself this afternoon during lunch. i think im going to turn into a nun. going out with guys turns me off and girls these days. sigh. too much of things to dwell into. my sister told me, “never mess with a straight girl” but ive been dating straight girls. i totally agree with the keeper of the cosmic abyss. there should be no boundaries when it comes to love. love goes beyond gender, standards and many other things. seriously. sometimes i hate being who i am because of being so emotional and lovey dovey or whateverf*ck. i admit that i do fall for people easily, but to fall hard.. nope. not that easy. its fu*ked up that i have now, and am trying my best to get rid of it so everyf*ckingbody can just be happy. .. sigh.

i need to not think about you anymore. really. seriously. im not ready to stake myself. not just yet. the yoga teacher thing was the worst period ever and i am seriously not ready to walk down that road again.

ok. im off to go and roll.. some roll. haha. in need of a breather. mana la mamat nie.

i wont be blogging for the weekends.. MISSY ELLIOT, MALIQUE HERE I COME!

moon river

its funny how sometimes mind games works on you like.. f*ck.

yea. got that from my good bud today and the other day. something about “have you been a good friend?”. the one she pulled the first time got me like…wack! i nearly went on a rampage because of the text messages received and at the end of it, they were like “dont la emo, we’re just playing with you”. Aduih. i love you guys still but dont la do until that mean. friendship means alot to me. and its something that i dont joke around about and can really get emotional over the matter. after having a talk with my good buddie *jiran*, it came to made me realize (i know its stupid that im only thinking about it now) that if people treat you like shit, just ignore. if people are rude to you (although they dont mean it and think that they can be far superior than you), just ignore. if people are treating you like an empty space, just ignore. some people can go about with no friends, but i do know that i need my friends besides me. at the age of 26, im sick of people walking over me, giving a slap in my face for the reason of better than good. screw that right now, im a free agent and i should give more space to what i feel is right, and not what you feel.

what else. oh ya. i kena saman today. a painstaking RM300. ARGH. Stupid policemen, but serves me right. dang ive gotta get myself a handsfree one of these days.

one more interesting thing happened today. a very unusual happening, theres a moon ring tonight. its gorgeous because its a refraction of the moon light. so i got curious and googled it and the result:

” an indication of bad weather coming.. and usually its in a form of a storm”

after what happened in myanmar, killing hundred thousands of people.. will the same happen in this country? a lil too scary to know eh? gotta make sure that everythings going to be safe.

anyways, i hope i get out from this grouchy mood. am very very grouchy. very emo too. life & love. sigh.

 

its been too long

its been too long.

i miss blogging. too much.

from my last post which was 2 weeks ago i think, everyday has been a roller coaster where a lot of things happened and in such a short span of time. for example, after numerous interviews that i went for, this was what happened two weeks ago:

Tuesday : Interview with the prospect company

Wednesday : Got offered the job

Thursday : Offer letter was prepared

Friday : Resigned from my job

All in a span of a week. The face which was displayed over the managers faces was “What? Youre leaving in a week?”.. My reaction : Smiling ear to ear. =) It was priceless to see their faces that I was leaving, but somehow it felt good for the second time to throw my letter in. A sense of relief came over me as I walked out through the company door on my last day.

I miss the people, I miss being the president of the Activity CLub but I dont miss the job. The job sucks. Any Tom, Dick and Harry can do what I was doing. I needed more.. So Im thankful that I finally get to do what I wanted which is ADVERTISING. =) Im pretty lucky to be where I am right now, without experience and starting fresh…and am getting a good starter salary for it. pretty good!

Anyways, theres a few more things which Im gonna be posting it later..which is pretty backlogged but seriously.. its a must to document my travel to Endau Rompin. Gorgeous!

Its pretty annoying that everytime since the past 2 weeks, i have things to blog about but ended up just switching on my thinkpad and doze off till morning. i think im gonna give it another 1 week before it blows up for not switching off. haha.

Owh. I bought a camera! a must show a must show. Will blog about it on another day. =)

Since Im bushwacked and stoned. hahaha. i dont think i have any other idea on what to blog about. But at least this will be a good step for me to start blogging again. Qookie.. WAKE UP WAKE UP.

take me away

A poem which I heart by Jalaluddin Rumi.

Oh Beloved,
take me.
Liberate my soul.
Fill me with your love and
release me from the two worlds.
If I set my heart on anything but you
let fire burn me from inside.

Oh Beloved,
take away what I want.
Take away what I do.
Take away what I need.
Take away everything
that takes me from you.

Thank you cosmicgirl for introducing me to Rumi. I fell in love with what was written.