i know ive not been posting. no time la.
anyways, happy new year 2009 to all of you.
y’know.. this time around (last year).. sure got.. something one. i have decided and conclude that my luck when it comes to having a commitment with anyone will definitely turned sour.
for the past 2 years… everytime i get myself into something (a potential).. when it first starts, it definitely goes smooth.. and comes to one part of it.. (which usually last for about a month).. the person im hanging out with will turn ill all of a sudden.. and BAM.. the next day.. sure that person have a change of heart about the whole thing.
well. they say that 3 times a charm or also bad luck happens in 3’s.. so yea.. i think i just went through my 3rd time and hope that the next person who comes by will be just.. good for me.
i hate this feeling where you know for sure that both feelings are mutual. so at least now i know that if its too good to be true.. get out of it as soon as possible.
have a good day all. im going to zzz. it has been a painful emotional drive for the past few days.
