25
Feb
08

rainbow and majik fingers.. bLERGH.

–  Single,   Available,  Rockin`,  Crazily  Attractive,  Sexy,  Mysterious – SARCASM –

Friday

Morning : The “big day” where the interview was going on. looked promising… but well, lets hope for the best

2. Winning the presidency clean and fairly by over 90 votes. woo hoo!

Evening : Department dinner led to coffee session which turned into a sangria session in Bodega and a full night in Eckywobee and Bambo9.. result = being a total drunk with alot of interesting things happening in between which i really want to forget about which lasted till 3++am. For those of you who wants to have a nice eve to chill out and have some drinks, head on to Breeze where the drinks are awesome especially the Mojito and Apple Vodka Soda. yamm.

Saturday

Morning : As i was being stupid enough having that much to drink on friday, had to wake up bright and early for a game of Golf, which halfway through the game, i seriously regret of having too many drinks which resulted to super baggy eyes and no brains the next day. Super bad golf game which i was feeling so frustrated and kind of gave up on playing.

Late afternoon : Went to Bkt Gasing with the *hot insurance lady* (heh heh) and had a good walk. Am definitely gonna do this every single week now and taking up running every morning. Lets see how well I can work with that in mind.

Evening : Went to One Utama for dinner with *brownie* and *donut* which led to a camwhoring session at the “gardens” and ended the night again in Bambo9 (yea, i am now quite fond of the whole TTDI Plaza).. Didnt get too drunk like the day before, but well had enough drinks to make me not wanting to drink anymore for the week. On top of that, the alcohol was doing a good job making me saying things which may not be a good idea at the time. but well, things are now mentioned and i feel a lot better and in time the words mentioned will be given some thought. urrh.

Today

Due to what happened last night, I ended up waking up at 1045 and was late for a friend’s engagement ceremony which was all the way in Seremban which started at 1100. Yea, qookie is one smart ass. The good thing is, I got there at the right time which was the time for lunch huhuhu. Congratulations dear friend, i wish you all the happiness that you can get.

I cant get my mind straight today.. there were so many times during the drive back from Seremban that I felt like just ramming my car into all the lorries which I passed. Its been a heavy week really, which at one point of the day.. I feel like screaming on top of my lungs to just release the frustration of what I was feeling. What I know that I should start is to teach myself  to let things go. This sort of stuff is the things which I repeatedly-subconciously do which I know will destroy me. Maybe what my friend told me is true :

“Maybe you’re just addicted to pain”

Maybe I am … and maybe I should stop. Me and my friends played the “Rate-Me” game the other day and they rated me on a scale of 1-10, how nice am I? I got myself 10. No doubt, I know myself that I am a nice person, which makes me vulnerable to get hurt, dissapointed or anything under the “emotional pain” category because of wanting others to be happy. Sigh, isnt love or life one complicated mess? will leave that to be thought off individually. 😉

I realized today I am one qookie which is scared of things, situations..whatever.

Thank you for making me smile again.. its so bloody rainbow.. muaahhahahaha. You’ve made my day. 😉

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pix : sunrise from my room, taken with a nikon d40 camera

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2 Responses to “rainbow and majik fingers.. bLERGH.”


  1. March 22, 2008 at 9:15 am

    Oh! Great job!
    Very good and helpful post.
    Thx, your blog in my Google reader now
    We’ll expect many new interesting posts from you 😉

  2. 2 qonfuzedqookie
    April 1, 2008 at 5:04 am

    thanks whipper..come back when you’re free!


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