roll roll roll your joint

its friday and i am.. actually home early. wow. *smirk*

well, have been bitching that for the past few days, life has been a bitch. yes indeed it has.

so yea.. i thought that i could wake up to a beautiful morning, but after the discussion yesterday about ghost stories with the guys from work.. gives me the shrills.. because during the drive to the office, could see that the clouds were gloomy and it didnt help that when i came into the office that juls were telling me that.. “the moon ring is an opening door to spirits”.. ishk. adake. tapi mungkin juga. menakutkan sekali.

ahh.. finally.. a lil bit busy at work. as i was in an anxious, excited mode to start being busy.. the whole week was indeed.. relaxing. i felt useless that i couldnt help because i know shitless but well i guess things are looking up! goodie goodie.

had a thought to myself this afternoon during lunch. i think im going to turn into a nun. going out with guys turns me off and girls these days. sigh. too much of things to dwell into. my sister told me, “never mess with a straight girl” but ive been dating straight girls. i totally agree with the keeper of the cosmic abyss. there should be no boundaries when it comes to love. love goes beyond gender, standards and many other things. seriously. sometimes i hate being who i am because of being so emotional and lovey dovey or whateverf*ck. i admit that i do fall for people easily, but to fall hard.. nope. not that easy. its fu*ked up that i have now, and am trying my best to get rid of it so everyf*ckingbody can just be happy. .. sigh.

i need to not think about you anymore. really. seriously. im not ready to stake myself. not just yet. the yoga teacher thing was the worst period ever and i am seriously not ready to walk down that road again.

ok. im off to go and roll.. some roll. haha. in need of a breather. mana la mamat nie.

i wont be blogging for the weekends.. MISSY ELLIOT, MALIQUE HERE I COME!


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